Slave to all.

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“Even though I am a free man with no master, I have become a slave to all people to bring many to Christ.” ‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭9‬:‭19‬ ‭NLT‬‬

How committed does one have to be to write something like this? In one moment, one episode of loving confrontation, Jesus asked Paul – WHY?

In his arrogance, in his religious fervor, in his laser-focused ideology, Paul was persecuting Jesus! In Paul’s infamous timeout, Jesus blinds him so that he might see! At 30 years old Paul had a midlife crisis of faith, figuring out that he had been on the wrong team. Then at 50, Paul writes this most humbling statement, focusing on who he had become and the most powerful, effective way to share the gospel of Christ – becoming less not more. To place himself under others, not over them.

To the Jews, he came under the Law. To the Gentiles, he came under grace. To those broken and weak, he also became weak. Paul was imprisoned three times, officially, but likely even more that were not noted in scripture. Paul lived the second half of his life totally opposite of the first half.

He concludes with why he would live this way. Paul writes, “I try to find common ground with everyone, doing everything I can to save some. I do everything to spread the Good News and share in its blessings.” (vs 22-23). Isn’t that how we should be living our life as well? Paul isn’t saying to live like a religious snob to reach those enslaved to legalism. And he doesn’t promote living like a degenerate to reach those with no morality. He finds what we share in common as a human – we are all flawed! It was exactly that posture that allowed him to speak into the lives of the religious, the common, and the Roman rulers.

For us, who still read these words inspired by the Holy Spirit and given to the churches in Corinth, we can learn a major lesson that Jesus himself taught, “But among you it will be different. Whoever wants to be a leader among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first among you must become your slave.” (Matthew 20:26-27). Paul didn’t just learn Jesus’ words… he lived them!

Prayer

​Dad,
The more time I spend in your Word, the more I am convinced that I know far more scriptures than I am willing to put into practice. Like this one, where Paul demonstrated humility to the most image conscious church at that time! Help me, help us O Lord be doers of your Word, not just hearers. Help us live low lives so that your gospel would be powerful in its presentation.

The epitome of penitence.

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“Purify me from my sins, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. Oh, give me back my joy again; you have broken me— now let me rejoice. Don’t keep looking at my sins. Remove the stain of my guilt. Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a loyal spirit within me. Do not banish me from your presence, and don’t take your Holy Spirit from me.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭51‬:‭7‬-‭11‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Welcome to Ash Wednesday.

Yes, David sinned, egregiously. Yes, David got caught, Nathan had to confront the king. Yes he repented, and he was punished by God. And yes, he deserved to die for what he did, but God forgave him.

The story was written for all to see and wrestle with what David did. And yes, this Psalm captures the model, the template for repentance and owning up to our sin. It is difficult to hold the story of what happened in 2 Samuel 11 & 12 while holding the confession of written words in Psalm 51. One could read the heinous acts and think, “I could never do what David did,” but forced to face the stark reality that I am, you are, capable of it and worse!

Then we read the Psalm and feel the deep pain of realization, of recognition that comes with absolute truth – we too are really broken. David called it when he wrote, “For I was born a sinner— yes, from the moment my mother conceived me.” So much for innocence of a child.

Why is it so hard for us to admit it when we’re wrong, we’ve blown it, sinned, made a mistake, even hurt people? Oh, the arrogance of excuses! This is why Psalm 51 isn’t just an old passage from an ancient text written thousands of years ago. It’s timeless because I am still a sinner! It’s beautiful because there is a freedom and a joy in coming to God in filth and him cleaning us with forgiveness and renewing our spirit. This Psalm can be sung as a regular process of resetting our soul, power-cycling our mind, “Create in me a clean heart, O Lord my God. And renew a right spirit within me.” Who God sets free is free indeed!

Prayer

Dad,
It hurts my heart to read about what David did and how far he took it to destroy the lives of so many involved in that story. Then, as I read David’s psalm of penance, I also am saddened in solidarity – this is who I am as well. Today is Ash Wednesday, Lent. I reminded of who I am, what I am without you. So I spend this day walking humbly before you and being thankful for your forgiveness.