Tag: Gratefulness

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My sleepy routine.

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“I reflect at night on who you are, O Lord; therefore, I obey your instructions.” Psalm‬ ‭119‬:‭55‬ ‭NLT‬‬

David’s nighttime routine has become my own sleepy-time moment at night. Time changes, aging, stressful days, racing mind and strange body aches all contributed to me being a little fearful of nite-nite time! This ancient Psalm was the best way to take back my brain while thanking God for what I have, whose I am and who is really in control!

My day ends with GRATITUDE and my sleep begins with THANKFULNESS. I remember Robin telling me our kids were far more willing to talk about things that were bothering them just before they went to sleep when they were younger. The veil between our thoughts and our conscience becomes thinner, revealing fears and worries as well as highlights about our day.

For me, each evening ends with a little review of what’s on my mind, which yields moments of confession. It concludes with thanking God for all he has done in my life. Thanking him for my family, friends and my calling to use the gifts he has given me. Each night specifically doing what David wrote in the Psalms – reflecting on who God is and how I can listen and obey him.

I have often wondered what people do when they have to carry their wrongs, guilt and sin into each evening with no relief from their own failures. No wonder so many struggle with sleep! Of course, our physical and emotional health are huge reasons for lacking a good nights sleep. But it’s as if our soul needs these final moments of release – not to speak to some universal entity, but to the living God and creator of all things!

Prayer

​Dad,
When I review my day, my week, my life, I see your hand of grace and guidance everywhere! Instead of my heart being filled with doubts, it is filled with gratitude. You are so, so good. Thank you for all you have done, and for each night that comes with peaceful rest.

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Refusing gifts of gratitude.

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“Then Naaman and his entire party went back to find the man of God. They stood before him, and Naaman said, “Now I know that there is no God in all the world except in Israel. So please accept a gift from your servant.” But Elisha replied, “As surely as the Lord lives, whom I serve, I will not accept any gifts.” And though Naaman urged him to take the gift, Elisha refused. Then Naaman said, “All right, but please allow me to load two of my mules with earth from this place, and I will take it back home with me. From now on I will never again offer burnt offerings or sacrifices to any other god except the Lord. However, may the Lord pardon me in this one thing: When my master the king goes into the temple of the god Rimmon to worship there and leans on my arm, may the Lord pardon me when I bow, too.” “Go in peace,” Elisha said. So Naaman started home again.” ‭‭2 Kings‬ ‭5‬:‭15‬-‭19‬ ‭NLT‬‬

After Naaman is miraculously healed of a deadly skin disease, he was not only convinced of the one true God, he was also grateful. When facing death and escaping it via a miracle – gratitude races to the top of the heart. When you’ve been given to, there’s supposed to be a desire to give back – at least when one recognizes how the Kingdom of God works. Naaman came prepared, I doubt the guy travelled with a a caravan of expensive clothes and large amounts of silver just to take a trip to the hill country above Samaria.

Naaman’s gratitude was a key part of his transformation. He wasn’t just healed of Leprosy, he got wrecked by the reality of God’s undeserved goodness.

The shocker is Elisha refused the extravagant gifts.

Naaman insisted, Elisha resisted.

I wonder why? Did he not need the money? Couldn’t he have received it so that he could give it away to the poor?

Money does strange things to people. Obviously Naaman had a lot of wealth and had no problem trying to give it away. And sadly, we know what even the idea of having some money, snuck & tucked away for oneself, did to Gehazi. Did greed just creep in so fast that it overwhelmed the young man – Gehazi just couldn’t let it go. ”But Gehazi, the servant of Elisha, the man of God, said to himself, “My master should not have let this Aramean get away without accepting any of his gifts. As surely as the Lord lives, I will chase after him and get something from him.” ‭‭2 Kings‬ ‭5‬:‭20‬. It was for “Elisha…” – right?! Greedy people always believe they are going to get away with it.

Maybe Elisha had learned some lessons and already figured out that he was just a steward for his own master, he didn’t need to own or keep anything. God was the one that healed Naaman, not Elisha. Elisha just sent Naaman on the humiliating task of dunking his pride in the dirty Jordan river.

After refusing Naaman’s gifts, Naaman seemed so caught off guard that he asked to take some Samarian dirt home with him! Plus – Naaman swore off of pagan sacrifices to fake gods. He truly was a changed man! I love it when new believers get so confessional because the Spirit of God brings freedom in repentance!

As a pastor, I can tell you that it is humbling to receive gifts. Cards of appreciation are definitely encouraging, but I often tell folks who give me money or gift cards out of their generosity – I’m going to be saving this gift and giving it to someone that God directs me to bless! They have to be okay with that.

Prayer.

​Dad,
I love the fact that Elisha refused Naaman’s grateful gift. And, I’m sad that Gehazi couldn’t handle Elisha refusing to receive that much money. It looks like greed, but I have no idea what was going on in Gehazi’s heart. I do see what gratefulness looks like from such a powerful commander of the Syrian army who had it all, but almost lost it because of a deadly skin disease. I hope to live a life of both gratefulness and generosity – I think they go together.

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Everything you ever wanted

Reading Time: 2 minutes

“Praise the Lord! Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good! His faithful love endures forever. Who can list the glorious miracles of the Lord? Who can ever praise him enough?”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭106‬:‭1‬-‭2‬ ‭NLT‬‬

David sets the tone and attitude of this Psalm right way. He asks two amazing questions. Who can list? And, who can praise him enough? Bravo 👏🏼 👏🏼👏🏼 and keep it coming. Abundant gratitude for who God is and what He has provided!

However, just a few verses later, David does a history review of his own people and their attitudes while wandering the desert, free from tyranny and slavery. Before, giving a synopsis of their plight, David confesses, “Like our ancestors, we have sinned. We have done wrong! We have acted wickedly!” (vs 6.) Thank you David. Thank you for reminding me that, I too, am a sinner.

He continues by commentating on how some of the Israelites got so off track, “Our ancestors in Egypt were not impressed by the Lord’s miraculous deeds. They soon forgot his many acts of kindness to them. Instead, they rebelled against him at the Red Sea.” Wait, does he mean that their soured, embittered, mindset started BEFORE they even crossed? Whoa. That was the beginning?

David builds the case that the people just continued to escalate their griefs and grievances until God ended up giving them everything they wanted and even more than they could handle. God gave them an over-abundance of meat! So much of it, that God said they would gag on it – “You will eat it for a whole month until you gag and are sick of it. For you have rejected the Lord, who is here among you, and you have whined to him, saying, “Why did we ever leave Egypt?” (Numbers‬ ‭11‬:‭20‬).

David gives us an amazing template and reason to be grateful for everything God has given, but he also warns us that God will only put up with our whining and complaining for so long. Then, God seems to not just give us what we want, but lets us have it all. This Psalm captures the results of getting everything we want, “In the wilderness their desires ran wild, testing God’s patience in that dry wasteland. So he gave them what they asked for, but he sent a plague along with it.” (Vs.14‬-‭15‬). The Apostle Paul echos similar in Romans 1:28, “God gave them over to a depraved mind.”

It becomes a challenge to choose either gratefulness or get pulled into the vortex of gluttony. One leaves us asking “who can praise him enough?,” the other “why can’t I have more?”

Prayer

Dad,
More. Just the idea of having or needing it, seems innocent enough. Especially when I compare to others! They have, why can’t I have? Whether it’s money, stature, standing or just stuff, it seems I have a bigger appetite for more rather than a desire to be grateful for what I have. I am humbled by Your Word. I want to be in the mindset of asking myself, how could I ever praise you enough? Thank you for everything you have done for me and given to me. You are enough!

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Just knowing God listens.

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“Praise the Lord! For he has heard my cry for mercy. The Lord is my strength and shield. I trust him with all my heart. He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy. I burst out in songs of thanksgiving.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭28‬:‭6‬-‭7‬ ‭NLT‬‬

It is interesting, when you are talking to someone, telling them about yourself or what you are going through, there is a connection. That moment where you feel seen and heard. It should go likewise when I hear someone telling me about their life, their struggles or joys. To think that although God knows us throughly, intimately, and still wants to hear us talk with Him, is just mind blowing. The Psalmist has recorded the content of his conversations with God for us! For us to know God, trust Him and hopefully, do the same in our relationship – talk to God and allow Him to speak and encourage us back. In those personal moments David writes a truth he has learned through experiences of walking with God. David had seen devastating lows, in depression and exalted highs in triumphs and celebrations. It is said that this Psalm was inserted into the collection towards the end of David’s life. And towards the end there is still a confidence – God hears his cries for mercy. God has and will be his strength and shield. And, these memories and moments all give David the confidence of trusting God all the way through to the end.

Can I count on God to see me, hear me and help me – all the way through to the end of my life here on this planet? I am determined to say YES all the way through. As a complete beginner, I trusted God in my teens. I tenaciously held on through my twenties and even thirties. In my forties and fifties I saw massive change and growth in my life, with tremendous highs and devastating lows. And now in my sixties, I am still talking to God and He is still listening. I am still crying out for mercy for myself and others, and He is still my strength and shield. I still trust Him with all my heart and know that He will continue to help me! Now, years down the road, my heart is still filled with Joy and I can burst out with my own songs of thanksgiving. His Word, His promises, His care is real and I am grateful.

Prayer

Dad,
I have seen your wonderful works in my life and I am thankful. I have seen enormous change in my world and in Your Church, yet I still believe. My experiences nowhere near matches the extraordinary drama of David, but I can appreciate the words recorded in these Psalms to learn from them and be comforted by them. Thank you for your Word as it continues to light my path!

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Wisdom as a living legacy.

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“God gave Solomon very great wisdom and understanding, and knowledge as vast as the sands of the seashore. In fact, his wisdom exceeded that of all the wise men of the East and the wise men of Egypt.” ‭‭1 Kings‬ ‭4‬:‭29‬-‭30‬ ‭NLT‬‬

There have been many men and women who have become famous for their writings, ideologies and philosophies AFTER they were dead. Solomon’s fame rose quickly and spread rapidly across the known world. It is estimated that Solomon died at 60 years old, and he reigned as King for some 40 years. So for the author to write this is astounding! “He was wiser than anyone else, including Ethan the Ezrahite and the sons of Mahol—Heman, Calcol, and Darda. His fame spread throughout all the surrounding nations. He composed some 3,000 proverbs and wrote 1,005 songs. He could speak with authority about all kinds of plants, from the great cedar of Lebanon to the tiny hyssop that grows from cracks in a wall. He could also speak about animals, birds, small creatures, and fish. And kings from every nation sent their ambassadors to listen to the wisdom of Solomon.”

Can you imagine that kind of impact within your lifetime? What a mind! And, of course, that great wisdom is balanced by Solomon’s own struggles in moral or Godly decisions. You can’t have a 1,000 wives (political marriages or not) and not have issues in relationships. Just think about all those ladies influences (idols and beliefs) in the capital and the nation. Plus, the Bible doesn’t say exactly, but I just bet the dude was handsome as well 🥴. Reading about Solomon does make me reflect on my life. Who I am. Where and what I have come from. And, most importantly, what I have done with what God has given me. I enjoy wanting to be useful in the Kingdom of God. To whom much is given, much is required.

Prayer

Dad,
You have been so good to me. And, I have seen your blessings and favor all throughout my life. I did not deserve any of it and it has been quite unexpected how everything has turned out thus far. I am oh so grateful. From the moment I began to understand the massive changes you were making in me, I wanted to make something good out of my life. I wanted to be more than just useful, but effective at leveraging my life and story for others to see how great you are. I want others to be encouraged and inspired to believe and know what is in store for those who love you. I may not have the wisdom of Solomon, but I am still thrilled to make myself available to be busy in your Kingdom.